bitched on 2004-09-13 @ 2:39 p.m.
I really wish my mother had a girl when Chavo was born. I realled wanted a sister. My brother sucks. Third day of school and he got suspended. Oh grrrreat! See how lovely my family is? If only I had an older sister. Man I�d even settle for an older brother, I just hate being the older one. I don�t know what I�m doing man, so stop looking up to me!
More fun filled drama in my life. Don�t you just love it? I know I do� NOT! Oh my gah man. Oh my
gah. I�m so out of my grandpa�s house. I don�t care if he needs me anymore because yesterday he made a choice. In my eyes �which I must admit see things one sided- my grandpa chose to let Henry disrespect me. For one, the assh*le kept calling me a f*cking b*tch and he hit my dog and then had the nerve to claim that I am trying to mooch off my grandfather. I yelled, �At least I�m not 40 and still living with my father!� And he was all, �Well you�re trying!� Whatever mother f-er. You�re just mad that I got my shit together and you don�t. He was all, �At least I have a real job!� Ummm� Yea, dry walling is
such the �real� job. But I must admit he got to me. And when he later went into the kitchen and taunted me through my door I wanted to fucking rip his ugly head off.
I was bawling my eyes out and I hate myself for it. I just not used to older guys yelling in my face and calling me a bitch. One, I�ve never tolerated that behavior in my life and two, it�s never happened to me until now. So that�s check two on the bitch slapped front. And by my own family. Wow. That is a very sad record I hold.
Bastards.
So I gotta get another �better paying- job and get my ass outtie cuz I don�t want to live with anyone but myself. I think that would most definitely take the confrontations to a minimum. Now all I have to do is get a new job, save a butt load of money, fix my credit and find an affordable place to reside. A place that accepts cats that bark �Bandit-. Any takers? I may need a roommate if the price is right. Hahaha!
Now as for my weekend there was no weakened because I was still nursing a cold. But I�m all better now and I�m absolutely dreading going to class cuz I missed out first chapter test last wed. cuz I was sicker than a dog! Plus I haven�t paid for my classes yet and it�s like three weeks overdue. Whoops!
MUSE rocks man. Seriously, I love this CD, it�s right up there with
CHEVELLE and
BRAND NEW oh and
DASBOARD CONFESSIONAL. Can�t forget that one! Anyways Muse is a great CD. I�m loving it. I�m not too much into the new Incubus CD, I only listen to TV on Mute and then I�ll switch CD�s. haha! Why can�t I be a rock star? I mean seriously, my voice ain�t THAT bad is it? Man I�m just cracking myself up over here. I�m so retarded man! Gah.
I�m outtie cuz I ain�t got much else to say and I miss how things to used to be. Change sucks, seriously. Okay go out and buy the Muse CD everyone. And when I say everyone I mean all the crickets that are chirping during this reading. Thank you and good day! I
said good day!
�elena
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